Everything is in a mess right now. Hate the feeling of not being in control. Oh wells, I'll get through this somehow.
In a few weeks, months even?
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I don't know anything anymore.
What's true and what's not.
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Smile baby, smile.
It's the only way to get through this.
Act like it doesn't hurt, and it won't.
Act like you are alright, and you will be.
Act like you don't care, and you won't.
My lips hurt from smiling too much.
I don't want to be nice anymore.
I want to be nasty, mean.
But, that's not
me.