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Why do I keep running from the truth?
That's because that's all I know.
I need to face up against it, be strong
But I just keep running away.
Wednesday, November 19, 2008 2:32 AM

It's like the 230am now.
I was looking through the webcasts of my pf lecture
when I got bored. haha.
My exam for this is this coming sat,
and I'm totally not prepared for it.
No idea what's the format, missed most lectures etc.
I can't seem to want to study.
Like what I told joyce the other time,
my motor for my studying part of my brain isn't starting.
I need to remember what it was like that pushed my to study during my As.






Regressing now,
I'm not really enjoying my uni days much.
Most of my close friends are in other courses,
same course but take different mods from me.
And the friends who I hang out with during lectures are mostly foreigners.
It's difficult to talk to them at times yeah?
I miss the times, where you have a clique and you go around sch tgt.
Maybe I'll try to see if my friends can take the same mods as me.
hmmmm.










Anyway, my group did well in my biz project I think.
HAHA, cos we were 1 of the 4 groups who had to present the thingy,
and we were 1 of the 2 groups who received the extra gift. (:
That should help to pull up my grades, hopefully.
But I was quite annoyed initially,
cos I didn't have time to prepare for the silly presentation
where not many people will listen right?
I had other project datelines and an exam the next next day.
All ends well I guess.


My first exam paper was not that good?
Hopefully, I can still squeeze a B out.
I met yongquan at the exam venue!
Didn't know he took the same mod cos he was in the tues class.
Anyway, I love NICOLE LEE AND REGINA. (:
Thanks for all during this mod,
and I hope we can take another mod tgt!


Yeah, and I met the lovely nic the other time.
Loved talking to her.
YAYYAY (: I love her.
We were supposed to study by the way.
It's our 1 year studying anniversary at spinelli. (:
I have all sorts of funny memories with her there.







I just want to sit by a coffee place and watch while my life passes away.
People-watching, car-watching, clouds-watching;
while thinking back to my past and thinking of the future.
I've loved my past, no matter how screwed up it can be at times.
I really wish I can stay at this stage of my life forever.






To the people who made my birthday a happy one;
THANKYOU. (:


Thanks for the calls, smses, facebook msges, cards, gifts, surprises.
Especially to those who have remembered my birthdate for years and years;
even though I haven't even met up with you guys and all;
or even had 1 decent conversation besides the odd msn chat,
I really feel deeply touched by the thought.
YAYS to hakam, ulric, kaiyuan and yanting!
Many thanks to your smses and calls. (:



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dana ong qianyu is currently living in her own world where life is totally fantastic she does not want anything to change okay maybe a little but who cares about that right :D she is loving her late night chat sessions walks and new experiences a hop skip and jump away from being old can be a little crazy bizarre and wild but please bear with her as she is harmless little lady

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yes she will get a tagboard as soon as she figures out how thank you

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