You know how sometimes you just get torn between 2 choices and then decide to give up on both? Some would say it is a waste, which could be the truth, but I guess I'm not ready for changes or the aftermath of what would happen next. I have enough pressure as it is from everyone, intentional or not. Face it, I cannot make any decision without getting scrutinized by all around me and honestly, I don't want to face that too. People have expectations from me and I'm used to it. Get over it. Some people say I've a very tight lip, and that they don't really know what is going on in my head, I say well, that's because I really have no idea what to say. In fact, most of the time, I have no idea what I want. I might have regrets sooner or later, but life's like that, get over it. Everyone is always asking me to try, but try what? I'm happy with how things are, with a minor hiccup or two, I don't want to change it. I like the fun side of life, I hate being talked to seriously. What's wrong with that.
Okay, this is being too cryptic and ambiguous already. Perhaps I'm getting too greedy with life already. I want everything to remain as it is, is it that difficult? You ask me to make a choice, I say I don't know. That's a choice as it is.
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I love my
weekend! (:
Friday was my killer day. My soci term assignment was due and I had a formal presentation. Formal clothes made me look exactly like a typical OL. But it was cool to see everyone wear more formally than my tutor! Lester, ivan and joshua spoil the market again by wearing blazers. wth, and choon sin wore a tie. HAHA. Anw, ES2007D is a killer! Too many projects and things to do. Thank heavens that I love my class due to the quirky and loud people inside, and that includes my tutor (: We're going for dinner and activities this friday too! My first time where a tutor actually asked us whether we wanted to hang out. Awesome! She must love us as much too. Well, she did better after all the 4am bedtime I put in while preparing for the presentation video last week. HAHA. The horrible thing was that I had to wake up at 7am. And I did that for 3 days. So naturally, I was dying by the time it was friday. Luckily for coffee! I'm the kind who hates coffee so it works wonders on me. My fav moment of the day? When I had nutella icecream! HAHA. Oh and I met nicole for impromptu suppering at thomson too. Had a wonderful HTHT.
Poof and I woke up at like 5 plus the next day. Just nice for dinner with the sister's boyfriend. His treat for us. Had korean food at some hotel. I love meat. hah, especially beef. Had dessert at sunset way! OMG they have like tons of nice eateries there.
Sunday was love. Dim sum with my relatives. The kids were naturally on one table where pffft, we ate like nobody's business. We ordered and ate like 40+ dishes or long zi. The adults only ate like half of that, 20. And this was when my super big eater army-going cousin was not around. My brother and other cousin were not even feeling full after eating so much, they were like hmm, barely there kind of thing. HAHA. Met my logs people after that. Not many though, hah!
But the main activity of the day was
night cycling! I organised it (: hah cos I had a sudden urge to the night before. Everyone was saying how impromptu I was, but they were all glad they came too, cos the weather was perfect! Yihan, tingwei, yaoxing, seb, qiang'er. Even weishan who came at the super last moment. I love love them! And I have to say, I didn't fall at all. Everyone was like nervous cos I would like suddenly look at planes and not look at where I'm going. Anyway, it was a hell of a ride, and we are planning to do it again! This time earlier so we could cover more places. We didn't manage to eat our durians. HAHA oh and we went to och. It was spooky but hah we made it out alive, though I wasn't really looking around, more like staring at the ground, making sure I don't trip. We'll go there another time during the day. Seb wants to explore all the way up. I don't know whether I will dare though.
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& finally, my
ubin trip with the fabulous bmt101 mates. 16.8.09
The day where we made our first bmt101 video and forever cemented ourselves as the entertainment for bored army people. HAHA. Thanks ah everyone.
I love them! (: for the many more special moments ahead.
we made it! (: jump jump jump.
some nice cottage! camwhore time.
my super ah pek uncle friends!
guestbook, we were here!
we're up there! (:
i love love love this photo!
we went to the quarry!
& back we go! bye bye, we'll be back.
tasting our new combat ration menu.
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It's these kind of wonderful activities that bond us together.
Thanks to all who made the effort to come!
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